wah, it's been a very long time since i last updated this blog eh? hahahaha!

anyway, im on vacation now. i have to put all my rants here. im not asking for sympathy or comments but i need to spill everything out. its been 2 days that im away from my loved ones and its sucks! really sucks. because no one is there for me to spill everything or open up my feelings except for my aunt. i guess she's tired of hearing all my rants and complains. heeh!

being apart from your loved ones is a very bad idea, seriously. all the negatives thoughts kept playing in your mind even when they've already convinced you and told you not to worry. they can convinced me by that but they aren't sure about themselves too. for me, im sorry. i cant stop thinking and wondering everyday. mixed feelings, uncertainty? im not too sure.

feels like crying, feels like going home at any moment :'( what i can do now is giving out a big SIGH!
Bring me into your dreams; 11:14 AM