My life has ended and i don't know what to do. I kept thinking of you, hoping for you to come back, waiting for your messages and calls and i can't stop praying. Do you even know that it's hard for me to go on everyday without you by my side? Do you even know that i have to deal with the pain everyday? Do you even know that i was crying, hoping for you to come back? Do you even know that it's hurts me more after you left me? Do you ever wonder why i kept texting you every now and then? I did all that just so you know that I'm still loving you and i need you by my side. i can't stop doing that. My heart still yearning for your love and affection.

Fathullah,
I've done everything for you. I've changed for you and I do all that because i want you to be happy and it's because i love you. please please understand that? i cant bear to lose you! it's killing me softly inside. i cant go on like this, i really cant. i do still love you!
Bring me into your dreams; 12:35 PM